Damn Covid but I'm Effing Ready

Alright it is finally time to start this process all over again. This isn't my first time at the rodeo, but I am missing some comforts that I usually have.

Because of effing Covid....

• I am alone during pre-op.

• I have to text my husband while he waits in the car.

• I had to get another covid test

• We have to wear a mask the whole time.

• I can't see any comforting smiles from anyone.

• I don't get a good luck kiss right before I go in.

• I had to say goodbye at the curb.

• I can't hold my husband's hand when I feel nervous.

But I am learning to be independently tough. I am learning to trust in God more. I am learning how to pray better. I am learning to appreciate technology to connect to my people.

This time is a different experience, and that works because we are hoping for a different outcome.

Prayers, well wishes, and good juju are welcome!

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